Life in My View

i'm so damn pissed, sad, disheartened and everything. I really feel stressed with what's happening around me. I feel neglected start from my house until I go to college. I'm a human, you know? I do have feelings, I do need affection and love, love from a family, from a friend or whatever. If you don't treat me like a friend, don't treat me so nice, because it really hurts when you leave me behind without saying a word. FRIENDS? huh? whatever. I hate the word so much because I never feel it! damn! i don't need you to worship me, be with me everywhere, but try to make me feel the warmth! it's so sad when I see people talk that they want to go here, want to go there, but didn't bring me when I really do. Better don't show it to me. It really makes me feel hurt. I am emotional towards this things, WELL, WHO DOESN'T? Do you like being treated this way? Talk about things in front of me or viewable by me and cause me to have the adrenaline but didn't invite me, sometimes if you just ask also it's okay, rather than ,mentioning about the damn thing in front of me and neglecting my feelings! What's worst, you even asked my opinion. you SUCKS! I'm tired of this! I'm so tired, argh! I REALLY HATE THIS FEELING OF NEGLECT! Next Semester is a new start for me~ I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!!! The Pain, the tears, the sacrifice, the hurt, the stress, what do you know about me? Fine~ Let this be just a reminder to me not to be stupid anymore. you guys made the word FRIENDSHIP and TRUSTWORTHY and FAMILY doesn't mean any thing to me. my heart is broken